Inservice

I have this idea that when students and parents imagine what teachers do on 1/2 days and teacher inservice days, it goes a little something like this:  The teacher is sitting, no lounging, at their desk.  Their feet are up and there is some lively music playing softly in the background.  A steaming cup of coffee or maybe a venti caramel macchiato is close at hand, probably right next to the plate of scones.  The teacher is engrossed in the charming writing projects that their students recently turned in.  They are smiling and making a checkmark next to each student's name as they finish reading their papers.  The time floats by, the teacher notices it is nearly time to go home and puts away the graded papers and lesson planning books to go home and relax with their family.

This week was the first time that I got to see a good portion of what ACTUALLY happens on a 1/2 day.  I came in at the time that is stated on the contract for teachers at this school.  Everyone was already in their classrooms and it was apparent that they had been there for quite some time.  Decorations were up for the Valentine's party, the day's schedule was on the board, the Morning Message was written, and individual valen-grams for each student had been personalized.  The teachers were consulting with other members of their grade level groups about the three assessments that they hoped to complete before the celebration, lunch, and then early dismissal.  They also reviewed to triumphs and challenges from the previous day's technology training in our 2nd grade classroom.  Parents began arriving about 20 minutes before the starting bell, delivering cookies, juice and valentines.  It seemed like one millisecond later, the bell rang and the students started pouring in the door.  Assessments were completed, short video watched with another class of 2nd graders, valentines were distributed (yes, there were 29 very excited children bouncing around the room delivering valentines to all of their classmates), children read their valentines (who am I kidding, they just counted up the pieces of candy), lunch was eaten, and then the kids packed up all their pink and red loot to take home.  The teachers walked their students out to the buses and stayed out there.  They had been told that parent volunteers would take on bus duty today, but it was barely contained chaos so they stayed until the buses left.  That left about 7 minutes for the teachers to eat lunch and gather up any materials they needed (COFFEE!) for the next series of meetings that would occur over the next 3 hours. 

Before the 1st meeting started, the teachers had already put in a full day's effort.  They then participated in technology training; a new writing curriculum adoption overview; review of smarter balanced testing resources & lesson plans; discussions about the grading system and grading inconsistencies within the district, within the schools, within grade levels, and within classrooms.  The teachers were eager to work to address these issues.  The principal acknowledged that this was a very important issue that needed attention, then reminded them of a dozen other issues that also needed immediate attention.  Time was up.  The meeting was over.  The contract day had ended.  The teachers were speed-walking back to their classrooms to get some preparation done for their next day in the classroom.  They walked out the door with their arms piled with curriculum books, folders, and papers to be graded (remember those three assessments from earlier today?).  I'm fairly certain that they were not going to be relaxing all weekend.

The teacher will tell us the answer

There was a recurring theme in so many of our readings this week.  I felt inspired a few times to start my BLOG before my brain became a bit too overloaded and mushy.  I wish I had.  Luckily my texts are still strewn about my office floor with messy highlighting and scrawled notes in the margins.  I was able to piece together at least this much.

In Tovani we read about students who did not feel they needed to read the text or even pay much attention to the discussion.  If there was a question that no one answered, the teacher would simply give up and tell everyone what it was.  In the reading regarding Improving the Quality of Discourse in Mathematics Classrooms we read that "teachers are often too quick to answer their own questions when no one chimes in."  We discussed the outdated approach in Science lessons of providing all the details of a concept and then performing an experiment to confirm what you already know.  Recognizing these issues is just the start.  Implementing solutions is hard!  Designing lesson plans that will be engaging takes creativity and depth of knowledge and TIME.  Determining how much wait time is productive and when you are beginning to lose your students take constant attentiveness.  And it's not just one lesson for one student, it is figuring out a way to reach each and every one of them and help them move forward with every bit of content that you teach.

I have spent more than 10 hours today reading, researching, and planning just so that I feel prepared for the lessons that I will be teaching TOMORROW.  And, I'm not done.  I realize that in the future I will not be balancing my own homework and the looming edTPA, but I can't help but think that there will be other challenges that replace them.  As I work to provide engaging instruction for my group of 2nd graders in only 3 of the content areas that we will cover tomorrow, my hat goes off to those teachers who seem so calm, controlled, have classrooms full of excited learners, and seem to float through amazing integrated lessons with ease.  Every day I gain more respect for what truly great teachers do for their students and realize that this is just the beginning of my learning.

Brave Old World

Due to the long commutes to school and back, I have begun listening to audio versions of books that I have on my "Want to Read" or "Want to Read Again" list.  Tonight as I was driving to pick my husband and children up from a Super Bowl Party, I listened to a bit more of Brave New World by Aldous Huxley.  It is early on in the book and one of the characters is telling the story of how they happened upon sleep conditioning.  There was a description of a long list of facts that had been read to a child while they were asleep.  Specifically, they spoke of the length of rivers in the world.  When the child who had received the sleep conditioning was prompted, they could recite the facts that they had heard in their sleep.  However, if they were asked a question about the facts, they had not actually learned anything about the rivers and could not answer any questions.  This was terribly frustrating for the child and brought them to tears.  I could not help but think of drilling students for standardized tests.